Ne morem verjet. Čeprav vem, da se preteklosti ne da spremeniti si vseeno želim, da bi se še kdaj vidla, si izmenjala rokometne izkušnje in znanja, kakšno rekla o šoli, skupaj spila pijačo, ponoči obležala na sredini centralnega igrišča in razmišljala o vsem mogočem, šla v Portorož na beke in igrala skupaj za mladince Slovana čez eno leto, kot sva se dogovorila...imela sva še veliko skupnih stvari za doživet...A od tega ne bo nič.
Preklete so ceste, ki vzamejo življenja nedolžnih, sploh takih prijetnih ljudi kot je bil Dejan Špiler, krokodilčkom in ostalim rokometašem znan kot Špiki. V novicah in komentarjih o nesreči se zanj pojavljajo pridevniki kot so mlad, prijeten, perspektiven, nasmejan, iskren...in takega se bomo tudi spominjali.
Prijatelj iz Gorenjske, totalni pozitivec, ki se je z menoj ujel na prvo in s katerim niti za trenutek nisva bila v slabem odnosu. Resnično dober človek. Takih ljudi poznam zelo malo.
Čez dve uri grem na pogreb z Jukijem in Čukom. Danes bomo v Križah pri Tržiču zagotovo eni izmed mnogih, morda za večino neopazni, a kot ostali z velikim spoštovanjem do mnogo prehitro preminulega osemnajstletnika, ki ga bomo gojili za vedno.
Wish you were here.
Pesem, ki nama je bila všeč. Ki nama bo všeč.
Špiki, prijatelj - počivaj v miru.
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ei to si ful lepo napisau...js sm pa ta komad poslušala pa potegnala bistvo vn...
this right here goes out, to everyone, that has lost someone that they truly loved…
Every day I wake up
I hope I'm dreamin'
I can't believe this shit
Can't believe you ain't here
Sometimes it's just hard to wake up
It's hard to just keep goin'
It's like I feel empty inside without you bein' here
I would do anything man, to bring you back…
You was the greatest
You'll always be the greatest
I miss you
Can't wait till that day, when I see your face again…
Life ain't always what it seem to be
Words can't express what you mean to me
Even though youre gone…
In the future, can't wait to see
If you open up the gates for me
Reminisce some time, the night they took my friend
Try to black it out, but it plays again
When its real, feelings hard to conceal
Can't imagine all the pain I feel
Give anything to hear half your breath
I know you still living your life, after death…
Every step I take, every move I make
Every single day, every time I pray
I'll be missing you…
Thinkin' of the day, when you went away
What a life to take, what a bond to break
I'll be missing you….
It's kinda hard with you not around
Know you in heaven smilin' down
Watchin' us while we pray for you
Every day we pray for you
Till the day we meet again
In my heart is where I'll keep you friend
Memories give me the strength I need to proceed
Strength I need to believe
My thoughts big I just can't define
Wish I could turn back the hands of time…
I still can't believe you're gone…
Give anything to hear half your breath
I know you still living youre life, after death…
On that morning
When this life is over
I know
I'll see your face…
Every night I pray, every step I take
Every move I make, every single day
Every night I pray, every step I take
every day that passes
Every move I make, every single day
is a day that I get closer
to seeing you again
Every night I pray, every step I take
we miss you... and we won't stop
Every move I make, every single day
cause we can't stop... that's right
Every night I pray, every step I take
Every move I make, every single day
we miss you …
I miss him 2... :(
..nism ga poznala..pa mi gre na jok...kk mlado življenje ugasne u trenutku...
ceste so na isti način vzele mojega bratranca.bolečina nepopisna:(
počivaj v miru dejan
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